Robert Burns - The Letters.
LXXX.—TO MR. ROBERT MUIR.
MOSSGIEL, 7th March 1788.DEAR SIR,—I have partly changed my ideas, my dear friend,
since I saw you. I took old Glenconner with me to Mr. Miller's
farm, and he was so pleased with it, that I have wrote an offer
to Mr. Miller, which, if he accepts, I shall sit down a plain
farmer, the happiest of lives when a man can live by it. In this
case I shall not stay in Edinburgh above a week. I set out on
Monday, and would have come by Kilmarnock; but there are several
small sums owing me for my first edition about Galston and
Newmilns, and I shall set off so early as to despatch my business
and reach Glasgow by night. When I return, I shall devote a
forenoon or two to make some kind of acknowledgment for all the
kindness I owe your friendship. Now that I hope to settle with
some credit and comfort at home, there was not any friendship or
friendly correspondence that promised me more pleasure than
yours; I hope I will not be disappointed. I trust the spring will
renew your shattered frame, and make your friends happy. You and
I have often agreed that life is no great blessing on the whole.
The close of life, indeed, to a reasoning age, is
Dark as was chaos, ere the infant sun
Was roll'd together, or had tried his beams
Athwart the gloom profound.
But an honest man has nothing to fear. If we lie down in the grave, the whole man a piece of broken machinery, to moulder with the clods of the valley, be it so; at least there is an end of pain, care, woes, and wants. If that part of us called mind does survive the apparent destruction of the man—away with old-wife prejudices and tales. Every age and every nation has had a different set of stories; and as the many are always weak, of consequence they have often, perhaps always, been deceived. A man conscious of having acted an honest part among his fellow-creatures—even granting that he may have been the sport at times of passions and instincts—he goes to a great unknown Being, who could have no other end in giving him existence but to make him happy, who gave him those passions and instincts, and well knows their force.
These, my worthy friend, are my ideas; and I know they are not far different from yours. It becomes a man of sense to think for himself, particularly in a case where all men are equally interested, and where, indeed, all men are equally in the dark.
Adieu, my dear Sir; God send us a cheerful meeting!
R. B.